As the year draws to a close, I find myself in a quiet corner, sipping my favorite coffee, and reflecting on the rollercoaster journey it’s been. Starting a business was a dream come true, but it came with its share of impostor syndrome. There were days I felt unsure, defeated, questioning my capabilities. Yet, it was in these moments of doubt that I learned the true essence of perseverance, pushing through the darkness to find my inner strength.
This year wasn’t just about professional highs and lows. It was also a time of introspection about the people in my life. Disappointments from friends I held dear left a bittersweet taste. It was a learning curve, realizing that not every relationship sails smoothly and sometimes, the best lessons come wrapped in the guise of heartache. These experiences initially felt like betrayals, yet they turned into profound lessons about reflection and growth.
I came to understand that the way friends treated me was not just about them, but also a reflection of how I perceived and presented myself. It was a tough realization, but it opened my eyes to the power of self-reflection. I learned that in every interaction, there’s an opportunity to learn about oneself, to grow, and to evolve. This understanding transformed my approach to relationships, guiding me to see them as mirrors reflecting my own attitudes and beliefs.
Navigating through a world that feels increasingly chaotic and unstable, I find myself deeply concerned by the myriad of global challenges. The conflicts, such as the ongoing tensions between Israel and Gaza, are just the surface of a deeper global turmoil. In America, the nation I love and call home, there are fears of its potential downfall amidst internal and external pressures. Powers, both visible and unseen, seem to be vying for its destruction, adding to the sense of a world teetering on the brink. Coupled with economic uncertainties like rampant inflation, these global dynamics contribute to a perception of darkness encroaching upon us.
Amidst this global backdrop, my personal struggles with sin gain a new dimension. They are a reminder of the ever-present need for individual accountability and the pursuit of a virtuous life. This external chaos and internal conflict drive me to seek solace in my faith, a beacon in these troubled times.
A verse that should scare everyone,” Matthew 7:21-23, delivers a powerful and sobering message. It confronts us with the reality that not everyone who outwardly expresses faith will enter the kingdom of heaven. It challenges us to examine the authenticity of our faith and our actions, urging us to align our lives truly with the teachings of Jesus, beyond mere words or appearances.
As I look back, I see a tapestry of experiences that have made me stronger, wiser, and more self-aware. This year has been about embracing every twist and turn, understanding that each moment is a step towards personal growth.
Here’s to the lessons learned, the friendships that have shaped us, and the continuous journey in the faith. Happy New Year!




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